JennyDittmann

Is it a sign for me having a bad memory if I can´t remember the last time I´ve been uploading stuff? But I´ve got nice, new treats for you. I discovered the wonderful world fo 3D Renderings and I´m actually making some fine png´s from props I´ve purchased at the DAZ 3D store. It will be mostly plants and flowers, but the renders look very nice and one can´t have enough plant pngs ;) Also, I still have quite a deal of fractal pngs waiting to be shared with you and a bit of celtic knotwork. I don´t think I will be able to upload all of that stuff, too much, but I will try to be a good busy little bee that

3 Weeks and one day. Three weeks and one day ago, my father died. Saturday, April 30th, 6:30 am. I still remeber the moment the hospital called, so clearly. Somehow a part of my memory still thinks it´s saturday, april 30th or sunday, march 1st, as if time stopped then. And then, another part of me feels like not three weeks but three months or even more has passed by. I count the time from saturday to saturday. How could so much time pass so fast? And how can it still feel like no time had passed at all? Time is indeed a strange and odd thing. But , anyway, I´m back at DA (I guess...). At least I feel like I would like to go on wi

It may happen that I won´t be very active in the nearer furture, for sure I will stop uploading for now although there is still a lot of stuff left. But it is too exhausting because the only thing I want to do now is creating celtic knotwork for this keeps my thoughts bundled up at one place and I don´t want them to run wild now. Yesterday, me and my mom went to the hospital where my father is in since about 3 weeks because in the morning they called us and said that my father´s not very well, he´s again at the critical care station. We had a little talk with the doctor and he described us the current situation, which can